tears...

I know that I will be 43 years old next month but is that old enough to make me cry about everything? Last year there were tears of frustration and tears of heartache as well as tears of joy! Tonight I cried because for the last few years a friend and I would go out and celebrate our birthdays and this year it isn't gonna happen. Her daughter and Abigail have birthdays that are close too so Abigail will most likely be sad. Oh, well. With all that went on last year there are some things that were good and I can't believe I was lucky enough to have it happen!