hhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmm.............

Not even sure where to begin! I wonder sometimes what steps to take next. It seems like I don't know which end is up. I have the idea that if you don't want much then you can have everything you want. Now I am left to wonder if wanting a bigger place is a want or need since Abigail does have a room at mom's. I guess the mother in me says that is a need because I want her with me all the time. I do appreciate the fact that she can have a room there but............then there is the job thing. I LOVE my job and couldn't ask for a better client or for 1 that loves me more but I would like to be able to work normal hours instead of being gone for 24 hours at a time. Until I figure out the difference in needs and wants in these situations I will keep on DESIRING!