SIGH!

There are times when I would like to go back to my teen years when I didn't have to decide what to do and how to do it. I didn't have to wonder if I should keep the job I had or look elsewhere. I love my job but I miss my family when I am gone and they miss me. I even miss the cooking everyday! We need to start looking for a bigger place to live and I dread it. Last year really just about drove me nuts. I just want my family together under one roof. I have often said that the best way to get all you want is to not want much. Is this wanting too much? I don't know of anyone that wouldn't want this! There are times I wish I could wake up and have Daniel tell me that our life is all figured out and it was all good. At this point even if he told me he had a job in Indiana it would still be ok. (even though I sure would miss Sally and my mom) All I want is my sanity back!!!