Friday, November 2, 2007
I wanna be normal..........
I am beginning to wonder if I will ever be back to the old me! I feel so weird because I was never a Bawler and now I bawl at the weirdest times. I started to cry last night when I was playing a computer game. I just think about my dad and all those things at the weirdest times! One day I looked at our friends baby and it crossed my mind that one time he was someones baby boy and I started to cry. I hope this is not the new me~~I suppose it could be since I am 40 now but I am just not used to this crying thing! My poor hubby wants me to tell him what is wrong but I feel like a broken record and my kids just kind of disappear because they are used to my wit and laughter not tears. Anyway, if you think about it pray for me because I need it!
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Yes, Sherry, life will get back to normal. I can vouch for that...your crying spells will lessen or they may come and go for awhile. I'm sure I'm not through the whole thing. I will be find for several days and then have several low days. But I think it's par for the course. And yes, dumb things are what seem to trigger the tears. All my sisters and I agree on that. It's insane.
Give yourself some time to grieve and don't worry about the crying. You're allowed! Sara's right--it'll get better with time. In the meantime, we'll all be praying for you!
Thanks girls and at this moment I am fine! Who knows what later will bring but I have decided if I have to give it to God 100 times a day that is what I will do!
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