Whatever it takes...

so many times I have heard my mom sing that song and I really had never taken the words to heart because that is saying ALOT! Anyway, the other night I put everything in God's hands, my husband who is my best friend and the love of my life and my kids who are one of the "dearest" things to me. (at least I thought I put it all in his hands) Yesterday I could not reach Daniel on his cell and for some reason I got anxious so I called his boss/coworkers cell and asked him to have Daniel call me and he said he would when he showed up!!?? Then I really was scared. Come to find out they were both in the same place just had not met up but God told me that even in the very worst case scenario his grace would be sufficient and me in my ignorance told him I did not want to find out if his grace was sufficient! I discovered that once again I had to leave Daniel in God's hands and trust him and yes if the time ever comes that I need that kind of grace he will be there with it! I have never been a materialistic person but I still found it hard to say: "take the dearest things to me if that's how it must be for I'm placing my whole life in yours hands." I guess I will continue to leave these things to him and TRY to quit taking it back! I am just asking God to help me with this.